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Gripping and tearing, this is becoming unbarring.
I should have known from the start.
Preparing and failing, you're anything but caring.
I sat there and watched us drift apart.
Im trouble, im worthless.
Im nothing of purpose.
You kicked me when i was down, after i fell.
Never wish at 11.
I'll never make it to heaven.
And they ran out of room in hell.
I don't know what you want from me.
All that's left is the dirt stained on me knees.
Ive got a bone to pick with you and your indifference.
In the blink of an eye I'll make you regret every part of your existence.
In and instance it wont make a difference.
Im trying to find a way of keeping my head on straight.
After all this time i never thought I'd be watching you walk away.
But you're far to gone now.
And im far too over it.
Keeping me on the run, Im tired. Im static.
you've got to be kidding me.
My heads a wreck.
If i cant be what you want me to be,
then i pray to god i never become anything like you.
I know just what i need to say.
And i know im better off this way,
Replacing the memories that you took away from me.
You said you'd call but my phone hasn't rang in weeks.
Is it worth trying or have you forgotten me?
I'll clear my mind, you'll weep like a willow tree.
I wont go back you never had faith in me.
I wont go back.
My bane will remain.


from Of Things To Come, released November 13, 2012



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